ang pagbabalik ni boy :p

i wrote a poem in march 2004 for someone i saw for the first time... as in literally saw lang... we never spoke a word to each other that night although we heard each other speak in front of the audience... i can still recall when i went inside the cafe, he looked up from where he sat and for a brief moment, we locked eyes. kasama ko pa ang sobrang gandang si romeo nun pero i'm pretty sure that he glanced at me more interestingly than at my friend. that brief moment had me smitten for over two years!

this poem, i wrote that night when i got home after seeing him for the first time (tingnan nyo mali mali na ang sentence pattern ko. ganyan ang effect nya. hahaha)

"dear boy"

dear boy, you were so fine

if ivory were black
that would have been the color of your eyes --
they gleamed with fluorescent lights

you smiled shy
with a sleek metal that glimmered diamonds
among perfected snow white stones

dear boy, i couldn't sleep

i kept recalling how the seconds seemed still
with your every movement
your blinking
your smiling
your talking
your glancing my way

the seconds were so slow and long

dear boy, you were so fine
i hope to see you again

- march 2004 -

it was the first and last time i wrote a poem for or because of a stranger. ang suerte nya ha! hehehe... well, ok lang na isipin nya yun! totoo naman eh! :D

and may gaaaaaadddddddd!!! tama bang pag-uwi ko ay babalik ang lahat??? hehehe... yup, i saw him and had the best night during my short vacation in cebu! walang sensual encounter! kayo ha! kung ano anong iniisip nyo... it was just the best night ever. he was funny, honest, daring, sweet, and romantic. the last two descriptions he never knew he's capable of. well, i guess he just had to be with the right person! wink wink! hehehe... we talked for more than 6 hours non-stop. that night nasabi ko "THIS IS IT"! hehehe

anyways, i've been writing a poem in my mind for him but i won't put it on paper (or on blog) YET until it's perfected... by love! charush! hehehe

but for the meantime, this has been my theme song for him... ewan ko ba, when it's about him, parating merong "boy".. maybe because of his boyish looks and antics... hay... weeeeeeeeee!!!

"Push the Button" by the Sugababes

Push the button [x4]

I'm busy throwing hints that he keeps missing
Don't have to think about it
I Wanna kiss and
Everything erotic but he's too distant
I wanna feel his body
I can't resist it

I know my hidden looks can be deceiving
but How obvious should a girl be?
I was taken by the early conversation piece
And I really like the way that he respect me

I've been waiting patiently for him to come and get it
I wonder if he knows that he can say it and I'm with it
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Catch this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

I'm busy showing him what he's been missing
I'm kind of showing off for his full attention
My sexy ass has got him in the new dimension
I'm ready to do something to relieve this mission

After waiting patiently for him to come and get it
He came on through and asked me if I wanted to get with him
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna diss the freak that I control

I've been dropping so many hints
You’re still not getting it
Now that you’ve heard everything I have to say
Where we gonna go from here?

After waiting patiently for him to come and get it
He came on through and asked me if I wanted to get with him
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

(Come on) If you're ready for me boy
(For me boy) You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control