May 24, 2006

wrong grammar

unlike before, i now seldom review for grammatical mistakes what i write in my blog. click na kaagad ako ng "publish post". ang dami ko tuloy wrong grammar. meron pang mga lacking words. eh tamad na rin akong mag-edit.

oh well. ok na rin yun. at least lumalabas ang totoong ako. isang pinagkaitan ng talentong ma-perfect yung grammar. :p

testi

tama bang gawing testi ang personal message? bakit kailangan pang i-send ang personal message bilang isang testi??? eh hindi naman testi ang dating?

(bitter ba? :p)

spontaneity versus planning

i chatted with roland a while ago. wala pa daw syang chuva-luv. pareho kami! i almost blurted out to him na kami na lang pag umabot na kami ng 35 tapos wala pa rin. :p

but i had to hold my tongue, err, fingers (from typing) from telling him that kasi baka ma-shock. i didn't have the luxury of time na i-explain everything sa chat kasi may ibang gumagamit nung laptop. so, i'm postponing it till either we meet or i get my own laptop na.

eh bakit di na lang ako naging spontaneous at sinabi na lang un sa kanya? eh kasi naman, baka maudlot na naman. ang mga bagay na ganyan, kung aging na ang tao, dapat pinagpaplanuhan na. otherwise, lalong walang mangyayari. lumampas na ko sa finish line ng edad na mag-antay ng chuva-luv! it's time to plan for chuva-luv na!

ano ba tong mga pinagsasabi ko? good night na nga!

me!





for those who've been asking for my pics! ;)

that's my beauty in singapore!

hahay......

super confirmed na.

meron na talaga!

:(

hay, life!

hon pa tawagan nila.

we used to call each other that.

biruan nga lang.

pero what if......

what if puede pala sana that time?

bago pa kasi sila eh.

siguro end of march.

or early april.

based sa mga testi ha.

not testicles, mind you.

but testimonials.

nagawa ko pang magbiro!

ha ha ha

eh, dapat sad ako!

or baka naman wala talaga pala.

i mean, feelings ek-ek para sa kanya.

baka na-miss ko lang ung kulitan namin.

bigla na lang kasing nawala.

eh dati, halos araw araw.

ngayon ko lang naiisip ung feelings ek-ek na yan.

dati...

hmmm...

ano nga ba dati?

well, anyways...

ganyan talaga.

ang engot ko naman na mag-isip na puede kami.

kung nag-make ako ng move dati.

syempre hindi noh!

puro joke lang yun.

kaya pahinga ka na lang emman.

hinga ng malalim.

at kalimutan mo na lang.

ang lahat.

walang kamatayang elliott

since the american idol top 4's performance, i can't seem to get elliott out of my head. everyday i think about him. when he wasn't eliminated yet, i thought of how he'd fare in his coming performances. and after he was eliminated, i thought of what a waste it was to lose such a good singer and not see him in the finals. oh well, that's life!

today, the songs he sang during his past performances keep on playing in my head. here are the links to those songs:
http://www.americanidol.com/videos/?vid=383
http://www.americanidol.com/videos/?vid=384
http://www.americanidol.com/videos/?vid=385
http://www.americanidol.com/videos/?vid=386
http://www.americanidol.com/videos/?vid=388
http://www.americanidol.com/videos/?vid=390

hay, ang tagal naman ng album nya! mapaet! :p

May 19, 2006

what is love?

di ko na actually alam eh. nagbabago ung definition ko ng love. dati, konting feeling feeling lang jan na parang heaven love na. tapos bigla ko iniba ung belief ko na hindi love ang ganyan. na love is only true when you have it with someone you "know".

ang corny ko! love ang lumalabas sa isip ko ngayon! :p

at since naguguluhan ako, i'll stick with the definition i usually wrote on slum books when i was a kid which is "love is like a bubble gum. kung mopilit makabuang" (in tagalog: "love is like a bubble gum. pag dumikit, nakakabuang) :p

at least yang definition na yan, lahat makaka-relate. hindi malalim. pero in a way may katotohanan kahit anong angulo o anong klaseng definition meron ang iba tungkol sa love!

i modified it pala recently for someone. i just told someone "my love for you is like a bubble gum. it's prohibited in singapore" bwehehehe

pag-ibig nga naman! :p

Home by Elliott Yamin

eto pala pinaka-fave ko na performance nya: http://www.americanidol.com/videos/?vid=384

paulit ulit kong pinapakinggan...

hay, nakaka-melt...

pag-ibig na nga ba?

he buzzed me

i answered

and waited 5 mins before his reply

which was

"wait lang. hehehe"

what is that?

buzz me then ask me to wait?

then he came back

for every message he sent me, i answered with 5 messages

then had to wait 5 to 10 mins for his answer

.........

it's confirmed

he has someone

whom he won't tell me who

it's ok

i'm fine

not totally affected

not yet

it hasn't sunk yet

when it does

i will still wait for him to text me

or buzz me again

AI Videos

grrrrrr!!! ang bagal nang downloads!!!! i'm in american idol site para panoorin lahat ng performances ni elliott!!! naku, each clip is taking 48 years! tatanda ako nito! hay... ok lang.. willing akong pagpuyatan... ganito yata talaga ang pag-ibig.... willing mag-sakripisyo!

nood na lang din kayo! eto favorite performance ko sa kanya: http://www.americanidol.com/videos/?vid=387